Let the peace reign...

Therefore, as God’s chosen people, holy and dearly loved, clothe yourselves with compassion, kindness, humility, gentleness and patience. Bear with each other and forgive one another if any of you has a grievance against someone. Forgive as the Lord forgave you. And over all these virtues put on love, which binds them all together in perfect unity.

Let the peace of Christ rule in your hearts, since as members of one body you were called to peace. And be thankful. Let the message of Christ dwell among you richly as you teach and admonish one another with all wisdom through psalms, hymns, and songs from the Spirit, singing to God with gratitude in your hearts. And whatever you do, whether in word or deed, do it all in the name of the Lord Jesus, giving thanks to God the Father through him. Colossians 3:12-17 NIV

It's been a few days since I've been able to make sense of much in my head and I haven't really had a spare moment to blog. Even now I'm not sure if I have anything to say, but a very good friend of mine prompted me to do this so we'll see what comes out.

 

I was thinking about the connection between forgiveness and peace. I wondered if I am experiencing a lack of peace because there's still people I need to forgive. Maybe. Maybe it's God I feel I need to forgive. Maybe. I am definitely feeling very frustrated and disappointed. I am carrying around the feeling that my blood is boiling. I am desperately trying not to let it pour out at my husband and kids. Jesus, let Your peace rule inside my heart once more. Show me who to forgive and give me the power to do it.